Its been a long time

It has been forever since I blogged. Not like anyone cares or reads it but I think for my own mental health I should. Im at a stand still in my life. Im not happy were Im at in my life. but have realized. I cant completely change it right now. I hate were I live and have decided I want MY OWN HOUSE!!! to live in. Just me and Lexi. Thats what I need in my life. I have never lived alone and I think I should. I thinkeveryone should be out on their own at one point in there life. According to some I would be able to handle it. But the damn truth is I dont make enough money. I never made alot of money and of course being in debt doesnt help. But its okay. something has to change soon. Right?