December

Its Christmas time again and Im not really in the Holiday spirit. Which is no surprise. Yesterday morning before I left for church I was sitting on the floor waiting for Lexi's Monster movie to rewind. She came up behind me and Said: dont worry, its okay. And for the first time I believed everything was going to be okay. I have been praying that things change for the better and I feel them coming. Althou, nothing will ever be perfect. I have to find a way to see beyond the imperfections and accept the good things in my life. Lexi is getting so big and you never know what will come out of her mouth. Its just one thing after another and I love it. Maybe I am starting to get into the Holiday spirit. I need some good cheer.