Reid

So, once again I’m delayed on writing here. Reid Anthony was born July 19, 2009 at 7:45am, at 8lbs 8oz. I can’t believe now he is 2 months old and a thumb sucker. Other than trying to adjust to work a baby and my 4 year old, I’m just plain tired. And I don’t see it getting any better, yet on the 29th of September, maybe I'll get a break.

Forever ago

It has been forever since I posted and so much has changed. Im pregnant due July 23 w/a little boy who still doesnt have a name. My baby is a 4 year old w/an attitude. I changed jobs, which Im thankful that I still have one :) and I moved....AGAIN! I have a feeling that I wil be moving again, which comes to me as no big shock any more. Im just not happy with my living situation and only I can change it and make it better for myself and my kids... I'll be posting more soon.

The Devil

I have decided the devil makes this little candy eggs called: "cadbury mini eggs" the reason the devil has to make is the fact that they are so damn good. They only come out at Easter time and have a habit of always being bought and ate by me. Now the white are my favorite no reason since all those eggs taste the same. Its not like I need to eat these damn candies. In fact I should STOP buying them. But I cant and I wont: I'm addicted

Its been a long time

It has been forever since I blogged. Not like anyone cares or reads it but I think for my own mental health I should. Im at a stand still in my life. Im not happy were Im at in my life. but have realized. I cant completely change it right now. I hate were I live and have decided I want MY OWN HOUSE!!! to live in. Just me and Lexi. Thats what I need in my life. I have never lived alone and I think I should. I thinkeveryone should be out on their own at one point in there life. According to some I would be able to handle it. But the damn truth is I dont make enough money. I never made alot of money and of course being in debt doesnt help. But its okay. something has to change soon. Right?

37 Days

37 Days till Christmas and the Holiday season is out of control. I think the day after Halloween is a little extreme to start decorating your house. Just my personal opinion. I did actually start my Christmas shopping and now Im done w/Alexis who once again got way more money spent on her than she should. But thats okay, she is spoiled and I know it. I have noticed that no one has seem to notice that Thanksgiving is only 11 days away. I think some how they have forgotten that. Forgotten to give thanks for the things in life they do have, not to look under the tree and see the things you dont need. I think people are truelly forgetting about what Christmas really means. And the meaning might be different for everyone but it shouldnt be about gifts. So I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving and is giving thanks for the things in life they have.

10 years

Its been 10 years since I have graduated High School. Some days I feel that old and other days I still feel 18. Yet now that it had been that long I have come to realize that people don't change from high School. They still gossip and discuss you behind your back and make it seem they have never been in your shoes. Well, maybe you should step out of your shoes and try on a pair of mine. Don't tell me you have never felt the way I have. Don't tell me you have never wanted something out of your grasp. Don't tell me you wont do things to make your self happy. Besides learning this again after 10 years. I have learned something even better. Make your self happy you only have one life to live and why spend it miserable.

$1.81

$1.81 x 5 days a week = $9.05 a week x 52 weeks a year = $470.60

That is how much money I spend a year on buying myself a large coke at McDonald's every day before I go to work. Do you know what I could seriously do w/that money. Besides putting it in savings. I could get a pedicure every month and still not spend as much. I could buy a new pair of jeans every month. The amount of stuff I could buy. But to be honest I know where my extra money would go.....right to Alexis' toy pile :) So starting tomorrow 10/17/08 No more large cokes in the morning....plus I'm sure my weight would love once less pop a day.