First Day of School

Lexi's first day of school was September 2, 2008. She did so great. She wanted to play with the caslte they have there. She loves it. She really didnt seem to care that I left and when I went to pick her up she said she had fun and wanted to go back.

Potty training

When I left to go to work on Monday Jul 28. I had a daughter who would get hysterical when I would ask her to sit on the toilet. the one day I put a diaper on cuz I thought she was going to have a anxiety attack. I received the call at about 930 am, asking my to come get her. She was w/her father and she didn't seem to like him anymore. I found out why. He ran out of diapers. I choose not to leave work early and bring her diapers. I figured he could deal w/it. Its was about time he took her anyway. Then the phone call come in around 10am. w/ a little voice saying; "i went pee" I sat at my desk in tears. I was so happy. My little girl went on the toilet. Not just once either. So when I went to pick her up after work I had a little girl w/no diapers and a big smile. I'm truly happy that she has learned the toilet isn't bad and she can actually sit on it. It isn't a perfect system yet, but that's okay. Im just actually thankful for her father for once.

FAT A$$

Its official. I am fat. Yep, I tried to deny if for so long and it wont go away. I have been ignoring this problem for over 3 years. And I guess its time to stand up too it. I'm not even sure how to go about it. I know I drink too much pop, eat too much food. Yet, I have no control over any of this. Its like I go crazy and need more. In reality I don't need more food, I need less food and way less pop.
Its terrible I found out I gain 10 lbs since Christmas and now barely any of my clothes fit. I hope they dont catch on at work that I wear the same clothes, week after week. Its so damn depressing. I sit here on my bum all day at work w/no exercise and then I have to go home do everything and still find time to exercise...WHERE???? I really just want to sit here and cry, but I think people would notice.

The Great Dress Debate

Im so happy I had a girl, she loves my old Barbie dolls. We always have to change there clothes. So its no wonder she wears about 3-4 dresses a day.

The Ballerina Girl

We went to my sisters for a cook out and the girl from next door was hanging over the fence talking to Lexi the conversation goes:

Girl: whats your name?
Lexi: Alexis the ballerina girl
Girl: I like your shoes
Lexi: Thanks there ballerina shoes

Lexi: would you like to see my ballerina dance?

And she proceeds to start dance around the backyard. No, ideas where she comes up w/this stuff.

DUH!!

I completely hate when I was going to write something and the thought slips right out of my head!!!

STUPID

I seriously have to be the most stupidest person in the world. Why did I honestly think he was going to change and have things be different. He was such a frickin ass this weekend. WHy?? Becuz of a hat, yep a stupid hat that I shouldnt have to pick up. But otherwise it will sit there till the end of time. So he can shove the hat right on up his ass.

I should of listened to my gut and never went back. Cut my losses and stayed at my parents. Well, now I have had it. Im not a maid service to anyone especially people who cant pick up a flippin hat. So the way I see it, is that he made it clear he doesnt want to be w/me. So this time I will be packing up all my stuff and leaving for good. Im not going to do another damn thing for him. Screw him and his way of talking so I always look like the idiot. Fuck him and her. Im out.